Dream 151

I am at a big music festival and pick a bunch of boogers out of my nose.  I put them all together and form a huge booger the size of a pine cone.

Dream 150

I am at home asleep when G.M. comes home with his mom and sisters.  His sisters are both older.  One has children.

Dream 149

I am told my parents are divorcing.  This really messes with me.  I leave the house to go work at the Hy-Vee in Maryville.  When I get there, I realize I have on my blue sandal and a shoe.  I tell D.A. and he tells me to go home and change.  I see R.D. when I am outside the store.  There are lots of factory workers walking as well.  I get home and talk to mom.  We hug and cry.  Dad walks in and gives me a card.  We shake hands and hug.  I tell them I need to get to work, already 45 minutes late.

When I am on my way, it is back in St. Joseph and now I am looking for a school, central high school.  I come upon two cute goth/punk/emo type chicks and a guy who appears to be ones boyfriend.  They tell me central is on Edmond Street and I leave and head that direction.

Dream 148

[1] I am in court for something or another.  So is my cousin J.M.  He takes the stand and he is found guilty.  all of a sudden these balloons go up in the air and lift his body from his neck.  He hung himself.  Other members of his family do this next.

[2]  I am at my old house on Charles Street.  The interior is totally different, but it is just as small.  B.S. sghows up and he looks around some.  He goes into the bedroom and there is a spot where the carpet is fucked up.  I tell him I hadn't seen this due to the fact that I live in St. Joseph now.  He is still pissed, says something to the effect of this being disrespectful.  I tell him I will make it right and work on it every time I come to Maryville.  This makes him happy and he calms down.

Dream 147

I am back in Maryville.  I stop at Shop and hop because it is late and I need food for the ride back to St. Joseph.  When I am there I see my aunts M.H. and M.N. and they begin to yell at me for not getting back in touch with Lo.H.  I tr to explain I got the opportunity to go to the Flaming Lips but they wouldn't listen.  I continue looking around and end up getting Baked Lays, Roast Beef Sandwich and a 22oz beer.  I stop by my parents and I want to tell my mom I am not gay because there was a rumor in this dream I was.  I tell them I need to leave but I go to the H's old house first.  There is a Hy-Vee drinking party going on there.  I see K.H. there.  She looks at me.  I go upstairs then back down to get my beer.  When I go back in, I see a cop waiting outside the front door.  I go in the basement and when I get inside M.F. grabs me a giggles.  We sit down.  I tell her she looks great.  She asks me if I like the pants or not.  I do.  She says they used to be shorts but she sewed some hats she never used to them and now they are pants.  I tell her she looks good again.  Some drunk guy says 'you mean amazing!' I grab her and pull her close.  I can feel her tits.  I kiss her.

Dream 146

[note: wrote on 10-19]

I met J.B. from freshman year biology, and his family.  He wasn't there but his mom was.  I take a hammer for some reason and beat something in.  It turns out his evil psycho, younger brother is under there and I smashed his skull in.

Dream 145

I knock on D.H.'s door and H.G. answers.  They say they have gotten back together and H.G. apologizes to me.  I remember thinking if D.H. was going to quit hanging out with S.G. and J.H.'s crew so much now.  I am getting ready to go to church for something, and they both say they will show up later.  I don't see them again, but I guess they are there.

Dream 144

I am going to Bonnaroo with A.S., C.B., J.B. and T.H., and maybe some other people who are insignificant.  We get in and hear the Flaming Lips are already on the stage.  When we get there though, we see it isn't actually The Flaming Lips.  We leave that shit quickly.  I am goin to walk downtown for something.  I come acrossed D.K. and say hi.  She says hi back and we have a short convo.  When I leave there, I return home to my parents on Village O Drive.  When I get there, I leave quickly.  I see my dad down the road by Davenport's.  We get into it.  I call him a fagget and return him to pack my things.  I see my parents and uncle J.N. upstairs.  I inform them there never has been a God.

Dream 143

Someone, it seemed like Bret Hart's daughter J.H., told me not to talk to her online anymore.  This was very real and very scary.

Dream 142

I went to Wakarusa with my cousin C.N., A.S. and C.B. and other members of my family too.  When I first got there, I went upstairs and saw Johnny Cash play.  He was the pissed and on pills version too.  I went back downstairs and told C.N. about it.  I asked him if he wanted to go see Johnny Cash.  He said yeah, but when we got up there, he was gone.  My sister ended up getting bored and crying and wanting to leave.  C.N.'s good friend C.T. was there and told me we could bring beer in.

Dream 141

N.P. from work is now my roommate.  We live together, and Grant still lives here too, but we never talk to one another, just like at work.

Dream 140

[1] D.H. and H.G. got back together when I visited D.H. in my dream.  They sit on his couch together.

[2] G.M. came to visit for awhile over the weekend and he said he was drunk.  He neded a ride home.  His friends came in and one had a bong.  I asked if G.M. smoked, and his friend said not really.

Dream 139

I am with A.S. and other people I can't remember.  We had some weed and the cops set up a sting on us.  He lets me go but says charges will be filed.  I leave and eventually tell my mother, who is cool about it all.

Dream 138

I see M.C. driving his truck on 71 highway between Maryville and St. Joseph.

Dream 137

[note: HAPPY BIRTHDAY]

[1] D.H. is finally broken up with H.G.  He has a date with a new girl and I can't even remember seeing her face.  I invite them to eat at Geneo's Pizza.  D.H. declines.  They want to walk together to Lurker's work.

[2] I am at Car Star and I tell the manager that I am not happy with their job.  Paint is coming off the side of my car.  He looks at it and he tells me the warranty will cover it.  Another guy comes in and tells the manager that wasn't the part they had replaced.  He tells me I am shit out of luck.  I go get The Big Show and he destroys the entire place.  After this, I see that I was seen on camera.  I eat cherries in an attempt to go back in time.  It works somehow, and me, A.S. C.B. and a few others are now outside of Car STar.  A.S. has a joint.  I look over and see an employee clutch his chest and fall to the ground from a huge height.  We walk over and they are performing CPR on him.  The manager thinks he had a seizure.  We all leave.

I go to another Hy-Vee that is in St. Joseph.  It is really small.  I gather what I need and run into M.D. the old frozen manager.  I tell him I work at the other Hy-Vee.  He gives me a discount on my items.  I go to the register and I am checked out by the customer service girl B.T, she is really sweet.  I leave and take a different road than I did.  It is a crazy space aged road.  I keep thinking I am going to fall in the river, which is directly below me.  I come back, and when I do my aunts M.H. and M.R. are there.  M.R. says S.R. will be in town.  I say I will too, Thursday and Friday[truth in reality].

Dream 136

I am at my current apt in St. Joseph and both D.H and C.O. the phone sex girl are there.  We are all in the bathroom and it seems like C.O. is jacking me off but it is not sexual in any way.  Suddenly, someone knocks at the door.  It is the old S.C. lady that I fucked.  She has gotten fatter though and was asking questions.  I try to push her out, but she won't leave.

Dream 135

J.B. of the B clan ends up getting shot to death by cops in the middle of the street.

Dream 134

I see B.S. from elementary school walking down the produce aisle of the old Hy-Vee store in Maryville.

Dream 133

 am with G.P. and J.K.  G.P. has a bag of meth with him.  He cuts out a line for me from it.  I do the line and feel better than I ever have in a long time.  I remember it has been more than a year since I did a line of meth.  I go to work and as soon as I get off, I'm coming down.  I want more meth.  I look for G.P. but I run into J.K. instead, who looks like J.H. at first.  He lets me inside his van and he says he doesn't have any.  We go to someone's house, I think G.P.'s.  after I get there, I find out G.P. is out too.  I am bummed out.  S.G. and J.H. show up.  People are talking bad about them.  Somehow J.C. from the kitchen at the Maryville Hy-Vee is there as well.

Dream 132

I was going to get in trouble for something I'd done.

Dream 131

I am talking to the lady downstair's stalker.  He tells me about an assignment in my speech class I had forgotten about.  It has something to do with pepperoni.

Dream 130

I am inside of some sort of Gears of War like place, tho everyone is human, but the bad guys are white trash.  We are shooting at one another with guns.  I make it downstairs and two friends are with me, D.D. and J.H.  They tell me to walk quietly.  When we get into another room, I see a teenaged girl.  I put my gun to her head.  We see two guns, semi-automatic, sitting behind a chair, but they are not loaded.  The rest of the white trash comes down.  We are all cool now though.
I leave on my bike and pull out in front of another biker.  He is cool, but he tells me to use my breaks.  I tell him the truth about how I tried to, but they wouldn't work.

Dream 129

I am talking to my old manager J.D. and I congratulate him on getting his wife pregnant.  He gets teary eyed and tells me they lost the child.
I am suddenly somewhere and there is a half crazed kid who seems like he is my roommate but nothing like G.M.  He has a blade and he cuts my hands.  I am very scared.

Dream 128

I went to The Hangar with my mother.  We had to go up a strange elevator to go upstairs to the dinner theatre.  It was a big elevator and space collapsed around it as I went up.  We get to the theatre and sit down.  It is a lot smaller than I remembered it.
At some point I am working with my video professor D.S. and he is showing me how to work high definition video equipment.

Dream 127

I meet up with T.S. somehow and we make good with one another.  I tell him about how I missed him and the new Lynch film is out.

Dream 126

I have a mp3 CD with new Tool, Marilyn Manson and White Stripes on it.  I go to a show featuring D.H. and he is at his old house.  He says J.M. and B.M. are in Ravenwood.  He doesn't worry if they will come home or not.  He is with Crackhead C and D.W. from intro to film.  They are all doing lines of meth.  D.H. is looking for the Cd I gave him but he can't find it.

Dream 125

I am at a White Stripes concert with my cousin La.H.  We leave to do something else.  After a short time, I regret leaving.  I want to go back, but L.H. takes his time.

Dream 124

I see my aunt M.R. and when I actually wake up, her granddaughter K.R. is there too.

Dream 123

Memories of both dreams are hazy, with only one key point of each:

[1]  D.H. lied to me 

[2] I lied to D.H.

Dream 122

I am at the old Movie Magic and M.D. is working.  I try to find a good movie, and the one he suggests is gone.  I leave and my car goes in a ditch on the way home.  It eventually falls into a giant puddle, so deep it can't be seen.

Now I am on a mountain with C.O'd.  She is upset but I calm her down.  We are going to go up to the top of the mountain where she will jack me off.  After we agree on this, she falls off, her legs going over her head, and she falls directly to the earth.  I go down too, and it seems like there is another person falling here too, and I see her.  She is alive, but looks like she won't talk.

Dream 121

[1] J.N. and me are at the house in Village O Drive.  We end up have some sort of sexual interaction, and she says she does this with their father as well, so I shouldn't feel bad about anything about it.  When she goes down on me, it seems like she morphs into my dear friend B.F.

[2] I am talking to the narc, M.B.  Not sure about what though.  I end up getting lost, and try to sneak through someone's yard, but he is there and confronts me about it.  I walked around the other side and eventually meet M.B. (from first dream) on a beach acrossed the street.

Dream 120

[1] I am in what seems like Japan, or at least has some kinda Geisha's.  They torture the Geishas in strange ways.  Cut up their faces.   I help one of them escape.  The man in charge thinks I am helping him find her though.  She hides in a cooler and I  cover for her.  The man in charge tells me to keep looking around here.  As soon as I am alone,, me and her run off together.  When they see us the dream sorta shifts to me driving to Fairfax.  I dunno why I am going there but I get gas and a sandhich at the gas station.  The food costs $3.something(33?).  Upon leaving and returning to Maryville, I become Bill Murray, but I am watching from the 3rd person still.  He is on a hunt to kill this other guy, and asian man.  They are on Ashhwood Circle.  It is for a movie called "Gunfight".  bill eventually kills the other guy by shooting him in the head.  There are coke plants everywhere with fully processed coke inside the.  The Asian man fals dead in them.

[2] I am visiting J.B., but he lives in R.S.'s house.  I eat some cookies when J.B. T.H. A.S. and C.B. leave to do something.  when they return I go to hastings with mom.  My uncle J.C. is there with the numbskull boss S.A.  I say hi to them.  Isee A.W. as well.  We buy some pepper stuff.  Gummy triangle looking things.  A.W. gets salt.A.Q. gets salt.  I realize I forgot my hastings card in my wallet at home.

Dream 119

ery hazy memories of dream.  Lots of stuff that has to do with L.R. that felt very real, very real at the time.

Dream 118

I am at a party over at G.P.'s and we are mingling and having fun.  Out of the corner of my eye I see J.H. walking down the stairs.  He walks up to G.P. and they shake hands, maybe even hug.  Everyone at the party gets very quiet and still.

Dream 117

J.H. told me in a dream that he would like to smoke weed again (there was more, but I forgot it).

Dream 116

(Note: Back to school at MWSU in reality).

I am walking down the stairs at Hy-Vee with J.H. and E.D.  J.H. is a ways behind me and her when she puts her arms around me and gives me a kiss on the cheek.  When she tries again I turn my head and give her a quick closed mouth kiss on the lips.  She giggles and we keep doing this.  We are in the corner against the wal of the flat [] area in rhw middle of the stairs when M.?. walks up and J.H. walks down.  We all go to work and when I get down there my parents are there.  I say hi and continue to work.  There is a little retarded boy walking down the back hall.  Then I see his dad.  After this I see his grandma walking with him.  She has a walker.  The dad says something about seeing a car crash.  The guy in it want to kill a little girl and leave the scene.  The dad said she was still alive but he tried CPR and there was nothing he could do.  The guy in the crash wanted to leave the scene.

Dream 115

D.H. had me drive to a car shop outside of Savannah to get his car (and I am actually giving him a ride today in reality).  I took a class once I got there and I got so bored.  I realize I won't be able to make this class every week because it is in Wichita.  (I didn't end up giving him a ride due to MLKJr. day in reality).

Dream 114

I was online talking to A.M. from Clarinda and found out she was dead.