Dream 17

(note: another strange dream crossing like #12).

[1] There is some kind of weird underground train track that has something to do with Hy-Vee.  My father drives on it and is driving down it dodging train cars.  He almost hits one, but I scream at him and it moves itself out of the way.  We are around the loser manager S.A. when this happens and he says something at us that is rude.

[2] I am waiting in line for NIN.  My mom drove me there.  There is one of those people-counter-things I have to go through.  When we can go through everyone starts rushing and I get pushed back in the line a bit.  I make it through without having to go through the people-counter-thing somehow.

(note: remembered and wrote on 1-2) [3]  I remember talking to my mom telling her not to give me anymore money.

Dream 16

Hazzy memories at first.  My family and the "cool" but drunk kids from maryville high.  It is all happening over at my dear friend B.F.'s old house on north ave.  I bring two eggs over.  There is another already there and fucked up shit ensues.

D.D. planned the whole thing and loved every minute of it.  J.R. is there and still a huge asshole baby.

I suddenly decided I had to leave and went out to eat with my family.  J.R.'s brother J.R. was there too, as well as the drunken N.N.  Everything started to go downhill from, there.

Everyone from before showed up, so I bailed and went to my dear friend G.P.'s.  I showed him my eggs and told him I was ready to go home.  The eggs were huge and woobly and a shell-less soft now.  We drove by the North Casey's and they were building a super one like walmart.  The temporary one was off to the left.  There was another gas station up the hill to the west on top of it.  G.P. absolutely hated it, but he did used to go there for five years I remembered.

Dream 15

I had a dream that I was back in high school and I showed up late.  The scanning coordinator at work, S.L, was there working in the office.  A hoodlum from high school, S.B. was in the hall, still in high school.  I remember something with me driving out, but it's fuzzy.

(note: written on 12/29)

Dream 13

[1] I dreamt that for some reason I was looking for a new house.  While I was looking, a salad bar girl, C.B., said she was going to buy a new house.  Then I was with a mystic and she said C.B. would pay gold.  I told my landlady S.S. and she went nuts and hated me.  We were in a basement.  S.S. wouldn't talk to me anymore, at all.

[2] I dreamt that I saw NIN live.  Me, D.H. and M.C. were all there.  I kept falling asleep though.  They played "Head like a Hole", the last song off With Teeth,the song "With Teeth", and a cover of "Wrong Way" by Sublime.

Dream 14

Strange dream I vaguely recollect involving my grade school dare officer, R.S.  I seem to remember getting in trouble in the dream also.  I can't remember anything else though, other than these few details.

Dream 12

(note: this dream seemed almost to be two interwoven together into one, but the stories don't go together at all in a narrative sense, and I am not sure if it was a dream or real, but someone opened up my front door and looked right in at me, dead in the eyes).

[1] I am at work and decide to get some stuff to make some kind of drink with the manager of perishables, R.M.  R.M. tells me I got to take it out to my car if I want to have that god damn coffee, we can't have customers seeing me drinking on the job.  I go out there and my car has been vandalized.  Words spray painted everywhere.

I end up getting a new car because of it, a VW-Bug.  I drive over to D.H's with the new car, but he is gone, however, H.G. is there.  She has pictures that are evidence of who did this to my car.  I think they were taken on my phone, but I have to leave and go to work right away.  I was mistaken, however, as I thought it was almost 12 P.M. but it was really only 11 A.M.

[2] I am out at the college and they are having a college cultural fair, and anyone can sign up.  They tell me I have to pay $10,000 to even begin the process of consideration.  I have to pay this because I owe it to them, and if I don't pay it, I need to leave campus right away and not come back until I have paid it.

I leave and run into this girl (note: I don't know her in reality) named Dana, and I offer her a ride home.  It seems to me in the dream like R.M. was talking about her with the salad bar girl E.D. in the previous dream, but I am not positive.  Anyway, we go to Dana's house, and I immediately think there is a party, but it might've been somewhere else too.

I suddenly have magic-mushrooms in a Tupperware container.  I hang out for a bit.  My dear friend G.P. is there, and a fling of his, B.L. is there too.  I need to go home and I ask B.L. to follow me, but she gets in my car instead.

Dream 11

Don't completely remember my dreams tonight, but I do remember one in particular.  I was mixed up with some old men in suits who identified themselves as "The Oilers".  I thought they were gonna kill me but I got away.  My old high school crush, T.W., was involved somehow.  So was her mother, S.W. and the meat manager at Hy-Vee, E.S..

It had something to do with E.S. running his hands across T.W.'s face.  Very hazy memories of this dream.

Dream 10

[1] I was talking to J.M,'s roommate on the phone in my car about hooking our X-Box's up together.  After that I saw my old manager at Hy-Vee, N.S., ad he was across the street mowing.  I went to talk to him.  I told him they demoted me and gave me a raise.  Cops came up and started to harass us.  My old produce manager, J.D., came up and the three of us were mouthing off to them.  Monkey Shit. R.E., was a dirty tweaker cop.

[2] I was down in St. Joseph for some reason.  Earlier I had fucked up and spilled all my melt.  I was freaking out.  I went to sleep for awhile and J.K. told me he cold get me a dime/teener that night.  I about hit another Hy-Vee van on the way back.  A foreign dude and his translator are driving it.  The foreign guy gets close to getting hit by a train but we tell him to get out of the way.

[3] I have to work at Dairy Queen and Hy-Vee and McDonalds.  I ditch Dairy Queen and go to McDonalds then I check out the the head of Campus Safety at Northwest, C.G.  I talk to the front end manager at Hy-Vee, P.C. when I get there and she says they are dumb for scheduling me at all three places.

Dream 9

[1] I am with D.D. and D.H. at my parents old house on Village O Drive.  My father has died recently.  We are all three walking down Village O Drive to the end to go explore.  I left, I gave my mother a big hug, but she seemed distant.  I end up going into a bathroom and break down and start crying.  When I am balling my old neighborhood crush from growing up, J.S., finds me and I try to stop crying but I cant.

[2] (note: hazey memories of this dream).  Me and G.P. and M.C. are going to some concert (NIN?).  I decide not to go tho after me and G.P. start getting fucked up and there is an alien baby like off Eraserhead.  It instills us with fear and madness and we are all fucked up.  M.C. ended up going to the concert with D.S.

[3] Termites are eating out my bathroom window.

Dream 8

There was some sort of Nielson reunion in St. Joseph (note: this was before I even thought of living in St. Joseph).  We were car pooling.  I drive to Pumpkin Center and get in with my cousin S.B.'s husband R.B.  We are in some weird vehicle and the kids are in the back.  They keep going outside and they are almost falling out now.  I am freaking out about this, but R.B. doesn't seem to care one bit.  He is drinking some Mad Dog 20/20. We get there and I can't remember what happens, but I remember leaving with J.H. and G.P. and we go home.  I get my car [UNREADABLE TEXT] and we go back to my house.  Later, I think I forgot to get my car.

Dream 7

I dreamt that I was going back to school to major in philosophy.  On my way t class, Matt from work came by and picked me up.  When we drove off, he started going off huge ramps and I kept thinking we were gonna die. I lived and got out and when I was walking to the classroom up some stairs, I got a weird feeling that I couldn't stand up and everything was bad and strange.  I passed by old high school biology teacher A.B.  She smiled at me.  I got to the classroom and J.E. was teaching, but I couldn't manage to stay awake.

Dreams 5 / 6

(note: daydream)

[1] I was inside some strange convent of sorts for girls.  It was directly on the MO/Kansas Line.

[2] I was in the Wal-Mart parking lot, and some skanky slut was in a car with her boyfriend.  My group moved our car to the back and went inside.  The skanky slut took took me to a secret room and gave me head.  I came fast.  There was some creepy crippled guy watching us in the stall so we ran off, each to our own car.

[3] I have a bag of weed and I'm in high school.  For some reason, I am at my house on Village O Drive and I want to skip class.  D.H. and H.G. are there.  I take a piss in her purse, but she doesn't care.  I leave and start walking and meet up with M.B.  He is getting a t-shirt made.  He says he just got out of prison, but he couldn't tell me why he went just yet.  We walk by Movie Magic (note: it was in the wrong part of town, where NVB is on 3rd street) and J.M. is closing it for the night.  Before I met M.B., I told three hot girls how to get to Lucky's, but I couldn't remember what it was called, just that they had killer drink specials).

Me and M.B. talk about how we've all gotten in trou ble again now.  He says he hates R.L., and I agree.  We go across the street from Movie Magic and he has a shirt to pick up with a bunch of logos on it.  Some preppy friend of M/B.'s brother D.B. gets one too.  I show them my All-Japan Pro Wrestling shirt and say it is actually from Japan.

Dream 4

(note: I did not write this down right away, and I only vaguely remember it at the time of writing)

N.N. was there needing a ride, cocaine was involved, and my aunt M.R. yelling at me.

There were bugs all over the top of a staircase.

Dream 3

(note: I had cocaine sleep on this night, so that might have effected my memories of this dream)

I don't remember much, but I do remember being on a country road and remember I had something to do Saturday when I work for J.H.: the Clutch concert.

Dream 2

I remember being over at my parents house, in a room that wasn't really there.  B.A. offered me a line of cocaine.  I declined, however, Ric Flair involved himself somehow, and I ended up making out with B.A., but when she tried to put a condom on me, I started to go limp, so we stopped immediately.  E.E. came in and they wanted to know if I knew where to get more cocaine.  I replied that I thought G.P. did.

Dream 1

I had a dream that involved J.R.  I just remember looking upstairs, like the ones at M.H.S. football stadium.  He ended up being not nearly as real as I thought he would be.

Later in the dream, I was riding a bike that was motorized with M.B. and we were taking it off some sweet jumps and it was kinda scary.

(note: I wrote this over a day later).